Saturday, November 15, 2008

My heart hurts

Today Nick woke up not feeling so well. We woke up around 8:30 and just laid in bed enjoying each other.His cough sounds really bad today. He has A really bad headache and when I look at him it looks like its so hard to breathe sometimes. It makes me so sad to see him like this.I told him last night that I was reading some information about Cf as I always try to keep myself updated and educated on things related to cf. I told him that I read that to A person with Cf it feels like they are breathing through A coffee straw all the time. So Nick and I picked up A straw and tried it and It was hard. When I took the straw out of my mouth I took A big breath to try to catch my breath and he said to me " See you get to take A regular breath , I don't." Then he went on to say that " I would do anything in the world to have just one day without CF". Nick is no where near as bad as some of the other CFers but it still saddens me to know that my husband has to deal with this day to day. He is doing A breathing treatment right now I really hope it helps. I am just so sad on days like this I wish It would just go away. XOXO Always


Anonymous said...

aww! i'll be praying for him! I believe God works miracles! And I believe there's a miracle for Nick! Stay Strong and Keep your Heads up!

Mrs. Bell said...

girl, i cant imagine how you feel. i know i hate when michaels sick, and to have to see it day after day, all i can say is pray as i know you do... prayer changes everything..

oh and the cutest is where i got my layout..